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"Will you join me?"

Yes I will.

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My conversion to Christianity came at the end of a season of my life that was, in any metric, an utter disaster. Married at 17 to a pregnant girlfriend, with the child passing away at three months old on my watch. The marriage lasted a couple of years beyond that as we both descended into the popular lifestyle of being hippies. Drug use and alcohol were in abundance, as was the adultery (on my part) of the “free love” worldview. Ultimately, at the explosive end of that, I spend a year as a homeless man, steeping in the tea of my guilt over all this.

You said, "For any non-Christian to hear and respond to this gospel, he had to be already acquainted with several things: The existence of God, the law of God, the moral responsibility of man, the inevitability of death, and human sin and misery. “ It occurs to me that when I stood at the front of a church after an altar call, I stood there with all those ideas intact, or, at least, in one great and desperate hope that they are. Frankly, having lost any connection to hope for redemption of my load of guilt in the death of my son and for the rest of my very poor choices along the way, If this promised Jesus was not real, I was utterly done. So, in many ways, I stood there with a Christian worldview (though not an intentionally biblical one) It could be said I had a natural theology, having been brought to me outside of the pages of scripture but a clear divine revelation, nonetheless.

Moving the story ahead from that October day in 1975, it took me 20 years (I confess with some embarrassment) to come to a place that was some distance from the “biblicalism” that you mentioned above. Biblicalism was just not doing it for me anymore, as I observed the repeated appeal from the pulpit for the building of some emotional response to Jesus. I finally came to the conclusion that God was a rational Being, and we should have more of that approach. All objective Truth is God’s Truth, and we should try to seek out God with a more rational faith. I committed myself to the pursuit of real Truth, regardless of where it would take me. Christianity cannot be true because it is Christianity but because it is true.

That led me to the study of apologetics. Let’s first dispel the faulty ideas about apologetics The study of apologetics is not a pathway for Christians to win a debate and crush the worldviews of our opponents. You mentioned Aquinas and his “preambles of faith.” Apologetic pursuits are the quest for tools to provide these preambles of faith. I use the term “pre-evangelism.” That is possibly because I am less of an academic, having spent my career as a God-serving construction tradesman, and may be short on the lexicon of academia.

I have said all that wordiness to say I am with you as a natural theologian. I continue to be amazed at the complexity of our natural world. Observing the systems of systems functioning all around us is not, as some would say, an exercise in pareidolia, seeing patterns in the chaos which are not there. Denying that hand of a rational Creator requires a constant invocation of deeply committed a priori mental gymnastics. Though I may not be formally educated, I have spent almost 50 years in the “School of the Holy Spirit” and can tell you the information-cum-knowledge is the same stuff. God truly is good!

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